az! ([info]spasticated) wrote,
@ 2003-12-09 18:44:00
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The human mind is an immensely complex one, filled with an overwhelming myriad of emotions, whether incomprehensible or not.
Do you think I'm an easy person to read? The perpetual smile on her face, the laughter that erupts one too often at times, the happy-go-lucky personality, the craze and all that nonsense...what they perceive Azlyn to be.
But there's more than meets the eye.
Only so few have managed to delve deep into the core of my shell. Those who have done so would, perhaps, have uncovered a rather vulnerable and timid person, unknown to many.
And deep inside her heart holds a place for that someone who's able to make her happy. But are her feelings reciprocal? That remains in doubt.
She wants that someone to know how she feels. She wants to delve deep into his mind, and find out how he feels too. Then again, at the end of the day, it's always the fear of rejection that keeps holding her back. Maybe to a certain extent, she's not willing to swallow her pride and take the initiative.
Who? That's for me to know and for you to guess.



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[info]th1rte3n
2003-12-09 07:14 am UTC (link)
I feel the same way. Haha, I'm too scared to show my true inner feelings and thoughts, to him, to the world...

I'm too scared of not being liked...
And that, my weaknesses and flaws will be scrutinized.

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*bows*
(Anonymous)
2003-12-09 07:42 am UTC (link)
thanks gurl *bows*. btw ur english is fantastic. - defunct

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[info]serenita
2003-12-09 09:15 am UTC (link)
Just do it. Theres a 50-50 chance. Just do it. You´ll never know otherwise. And if its meant to be GREAT and if its not.. great too, you can then move on :)

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give it a go
(Anonymous)
2003-12-09 09:51 am UTC (link)
everyone fears rejection. but hey, why don't you take this 50-50 chance and try your luck. there'll be other points of time in your life where rejection is worst than this. grab this opportunity and reveal how u feel towards him. who knows he might feel the same way too. there's a 50% chance. at least u know, that at the end of the day, you've tried your best. rejection is your fear. so cast away this fear n make the first move. outcome isn't important. what's important is you've made your feelings known to him. YOU GO GAL> I GIVE you my support!

razzie

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winson
(Anonymous)
2003-12-09 03:17 pm UTC (link)
haha.. nice..
GO DO IT ALREADY! =)

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[info]eeezza
2003-12-09 06:55 pm UTC (link)
HEYYY when u coming to my house? hehe :)

<3

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[info]spasticated
2003-12-10 08:41 am UTC (link)
I dunno!!! :O:O:O
Haha when are YOU coming to my house? :P

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[info]eeezza
2003-12-10 06:53 pm UTC (link)
my dad says maybe this friday or saturday~ CANT WAIT! :D

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[info]shockstar
2003-12-09 11:21 pm UTC (link)
one word-> WOW.

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germaine
(Anonymous)
2003-12-09 11:39 pm UTC (link)
LOFF YA! <3

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[info]pwan_madthingy
2003-12-10 03:49 am UTC (link)
Heya. You don't know me. Sorry. Bloghopping (you can blame me on Gab) - so yeah. Question. Who is the Sexy Thing in your icon?

...'cause, I mean, dude. It looks like James McAvoy.

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[info]spasticated
2003-12-10 06:26 am UTC (link)
Thanks for dropping by anyway!
It's Christian Coulson(the guy who played Tom Riddle in Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets) in the icon <333 *drools*

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[info]pwan_madthingy
2003-12-10 07:40 am UTC (link)
Oh YES so it is! Silly me.

I like that dude too. But not as much as...James McAvoy. Who looks kind of scarily similar.

By the way (sorry, awfully impolite of me for not saying so straight off) - nice journal. I mean, the icon might have lured me in, but the journal is likewise uber neat-O. =)

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[info]spasticated
2003-12-10 08:11 am UTC (link)
The resemblance between the both of them is pretty striking! :O:O
Thanks muchos!! *bows*
I'll add you alright? :D

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