az! ([info]spasticated) wrote,
@ 2003-11-21 18:39:00
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We didn't go to Sentosa after all due to the weather =/ Besides, Val couldn't come. Some other time perhaps!
So me, Mari and Iain went to PS. Played at the arcade and watched Wishing Stairs. I personally thought that the movie was NOT scary at all, save for the sound effects. Not satisfying at all. Was quite buay song when I left the cinema actually haha. I'd say that The Ring or Ju-on's much more worth your money actually.
You know, I think I must be the most boring and stupid person around. Why do I say so?
Some of you may notice that I do tend to speak with a stutter from time to time ie. I stumble over the words I say, for no apparent reason. It's not that I'm nervous or anything. I just don't know what to attribute that irritating and bad habit to. I'd say that it started last year, out of the blue. The fact that I tend to speak too fast might have been the catalyst to it all.
And when I stumble over the words I say, I tend to say the stupidest things at the wrong time, giving others the impression of me being a bimbo.
I can't make witty comebacks at all, I can't speak well, I'm not gifted and eloquent when it comes to speech-wise matters. So when people talk to me I can only reply in a meek manner, reiterating what they say or just saying, "Haha."
I hate myself this way. And the worst part's that no matter how much I try to kick the habit I can't. It all comes flooding back at one point or another.
Yes, I write better than I speak. Speak well? Big joke.
But this can't go on forever. Somebody help me :(



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(Anonymous)
2003-11-21 02:59 am UTC (link)
hey, don't worry so much about it, everyone stumbles from time to time. besides, i bet all ur friends have already gotten used to that "attribute" of urs :P kiddin', seriously don't worry about it kae? the fact that ur making a conscious effort is enough

<3 kerrr

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[info]snow_fairy
2003-11-21 04:22 am UTC (link)
hey, i tend to speak fast and then stumble over what i said, and end up having to repeat myself a few times before pple get the idea lol. i guess it takes time to change.. be patient and i'm sure you'll be able to kick the habit! =)

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[info]inthenude
2003-11-21 04:47 am UTC (link)
Hey, come on, woman, being eloquent isn't the only thing that people look for in a friend. And anyway, I've a good impression of you, I think you carry yourself well, so, like, yeah, that's my two cents worth, <33

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[info]_xvintage
2003-11-21 05:04 am UTC (link)
we all love you, no one cares if you're eloquent or not! <33

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(Anonymous)
2003-11-21 05:23 am UTC (link)
heyy. i think i've got the same problem that you've described. :x but eh, i don't know you very well or anything, but of the two or three times we've met, i've never had that opinion of you. maybe you aren't exactly eloquent, but i find that you can umm. converse with people pretty well.. in fact, i've always admired you for your social skills. i've always been a little shy and softspoken around strangers or friends i don't know well haha. i think you're a nice person to be with, really. maybe you're not like oh so witty but you're friendly and you have a dozen other good points, and i'm sure people love you for that. :)

-yanan.

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[info]shockstar
2003-11-21 06:17 am UTC (link)
ure not a bimbo okaees lol.. go for speech therepy? i dunno.. but don't let ure self esteem get affected by this silly habit. it'll just go off after awhile i think. cheerups gal~

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[info]kinkstarr
2003-11-21 06:48 am UTC (link)
Hah people call me a bimbo too - due to my extreme shopaholic tendencies, my habit of freaking out over broken nails ... and I tend to flap my hands around a lot too (shrug.)

But most don't mean I'm a bimbo in a bad way (as in airhead), and I'm sure people don't regard you the same either. Don't worry okay? <3

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[info]flexedwings
2003-11-21 08:06 am UTC (link)
Ah well I don't think there's anything wrong being a bimbo ... and anyways people are just wrong to call you one cause you're very very smart. :) Ohh well I talk fast too or my speech is slurred or both. So um, just try talking a bit slower? That would give you enough time to think and that would let others understand you.

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[info]th1rte3n
2003-11-21 08:12 am UTC (link)
omg, you are lyke such a frikken bimbo lyke wadda hell

lol jk! I know how you feel, i don't have the gift of gab either and there are so many occasions where my words just come out wrong...
how i regret them too

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beatrice
(Anonymous)
2003-11-21 06:54 pm UTC (link)
i think Wishing Stairs was more of a romance story.. with a little humour in it.. omg i came out laughing :X *sadistic*

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(Anonymous)
2003-11-22 06:04 am UTC (link)
don't worry baby. it'll be fine soon :)
and i hope you enjoyed yerself in sentosa.

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(Anonymous)
2003-11-22 06:04 am UTC (link)
^^jolene. sorry. :P

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winson
(Anonymous)
2003-11-22 08:32 am UTC (link)
you didnt do that when i met you whahaha.. you'll be fine.. dont worry too much about it..

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wishin stairs
(Anonymous)
2003-11-24 11:41 pm UTC (link)
yea azlyn..wishing stairs totally suck. waste of $$.. lolx. so those of u planning to watch it, i urge u..DON'T! but had fun at e arcade..
cya..takkaire.
-=MaRiaNne=-

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